If anyone gets this dress for prom....you die :)

KIDDING! sort of.....but that is a super tiny and super blurry pic of the back of my prom dress, except mine is NOT pink! I'm pretty excited about it, I'm just crossing my fingers and hoping nobody else gets it.......ahhh!

btw, xanga sucks now..

Currently Listening Straylight Run By Straylight Run see related

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Okay, so for the past couple of days I've been checking the mail because I applied to OSU and sent a scholarship application to OSU, and sent a scholarship app to OU, and it's been awhile so I'm getting a little anxious......WELL, I got an email today and I almost deleted it b/c it looked like one of those crazy forwards but anyway it was from OSU telling me I got a scholarship! It's small, but it's still a scholarship. I guess this means I got accepted...? Haha. So about the whole college thing...when I start to think that maybe I'm closer to making my decision, something else happens and I'm back at having no idea where I'm going. I thought I was close, but now I'm not so sure.....but me and God have been having a lot of talks lately, and that's awesome and horrible at the same time, meaning it sucks that I wasn't talking to Him enough in the first place but you get my drift...

WOW I intended for this to be really short! Typical me. Oh and by the way, our boys won tonight! Yay :)

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I'm tired.
Cynical and broken, but wiser.
Heavy with a sense of resentment,
but i used to be so much different,
I used to have so much faith
when I started.
You knew that I always meant it.
I knew I could make a difference,
I struggled to be heard
and then finally, one day people started listening.
and I knew it
but as soon as it began it was ruined.
A slow descent from unique to routine,
over and over,
"just do it again and this time with feeling".
The spotlight.
The focus on the friends and the feelings.
That made those stupid songs all worth singing.

I love Straylight Run.

So I could definitely get used to calling the hogs....

This weekend was sooo fun! Friday was awesome simply because we beat BK...then Hunter and Sarah spent the night in hopes that weather wouldn't RUIN our weekend that we'd been planning for like 2 months. We didn't get to drive ourselves to Arkansas but because I have the hands down most amazing mom in the world, we got to go! I had soooo much fun, I seriously am in love with Hunter Ochsner and Sarah Rutherford! Haha those girls are awesome and we had a freaking blast this weekend. We're definitely doing it again soon! Oh and seeing my wonderful boyfriend wasn't too shabby either... :)

I am so RELIEVED that we don't have school tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure TCC is canceled too which means I have another week to do the paper that I procrastinated and didn't do! Thank you Jesus!

<3 kristen

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Aside from the fact that my Valentine is in Fayetteville, my day was great :)

So anyway I have a complaint:   Why does the radio have to ruin every good song? If a song that I really really like makes it onto the radio, you can bet that I'll end up hating it because they play the crap out of it. Granted I try to avoid the radio at all costs, but my iPod is being retarded and won't turn on right now...and no it's not because it's not charged. Anyway I heard "Over My Head" by The Fray on the radio tonight, which I am in love with, but I'm hoping they don't make me hate it like usual.

Tiredness.....good night loves!

<3kristen

Currently Listening The Way It Is By Keyshia Cole Love see related

I got these today:

And some Pumas too but I can't find them online. I literally haven't bought a pair of tennis shoes since the summer before my freshman year, so after 4 years my shoes were pretty much falling apart....now I have to break them in before Italy, and I need to workout anyway, so tomorrow morning I'm hitting the gym! haha...

And I got basically a whole new face at MAC! hah I'm really excited about that.

Random, but it really hurts to see someone you love, especially family members, hurting. Especially when you feel like you're responsible for the hurt that they're feeling. I know I'm not at all, and I wish they would understand that it's not that big of a deal and that there are far more important things than this. Ooohhh well.